Below is an extract from the story I've been working on over the last couple of years, if you get a chance to read it please tell me what you think, positive or negative, it's all useful :) This is from page 23, chapter 2 of the story, and my protagonist is expecting her first baby. It's January 1939, and war is looming ... I wanted to get across the sense of hope and optimism and the creative urge you can feel when in the second trimester of pregnancy, and that sense of switching off from the world and becoming very "internal"
The novel is called Mrs Sinclair's Suitcase.
While in town she also bought fabric and wool, she refreshed
her stocks of threads and needles. Now was the time to make. Five months
pregnant, and the talk of impending war was, to her, oblique and insubstantial
like the first wash a water-colour artist applies to the naked canvas. War was
obscure, it was obscured, and maybe it was happening a long way off, and maybe
it was not even happening at all. She was pregnant, she no longer felt sick,
and she had her energy back. This was all she knew. The baby would need cardigans,
gowns, jackets, bootees, blankets, shawls. The baby would need a happy glowing
mother, a capable and creative and provident mother.
The suitcase
slid perfectly under the bed, and Dorothy set to work on filling it straight away.
Within a few delirious weeks she had two gowns in a soft cotton lawn, three
knitted matinee jackets with hats and bootees to match, a knitted blanket in
soft pale green lamb’s wool, and a white Christening robe. She showed nobody
the fruits of her labours, not even Albert, who was aware of the industrious
clicking knitting needles, Dorothy’s frowns and sighs and occasional
exasperations, the satisfied smiles when the work was going well, as she sewed
and knitted in near silence, each evening by the light of her oil lamp, while
he read the day’s newspaper and told her about the war that he said was certainly
coming. She barely listened, so involved was she in the impending birth, the
motherhood that was within her grasp at last. Each indulgent stitch brought her
closer to that moment, that new and mysterious state of being. Each stitch
confirmed the reality of the baby in her womb. Each stitch brought her closer
to the day she would leave behind, at last and forever, irrevocably, her
girlhood. Every hope she ever had was invested in every stitch, in every click
of the needles, in every pinprick to her fingers. The mother-to-be was satiated
with life and vigour.